Well it seems to be a chatchy thing to blog. I think sometimes my status updates fr Facebook can be a bit wordy for me and other friends so we blog. One big space to put it all in there.
This morning was interesting. My son didn't want to go to school, his stomach was clearly bothering him. After about 9:30am he came around. I think that he didn't want to take a test, been there with stuff I didn't want to do. Kid next time don't mention you have a test and you wont get busted. lol
Also I have had the hardest time looking for direction. I have a meeting on Tuesday of this week to see if I qualify for a big enough gant to go back to school at this amazing art institue. Some of me doesn't want to because I'm not the greatest at school. Some of me wants to to see how much I'm worth. Then there is always the option of nt going if I don't get enough. Might as well find out what I'm worth.
I really want to work in the day time when my son is in school to give me something prodcutive to do. I feel I have this big time block on my hands and I don't know what to with it. I would love to promote my wn cleaning ideas to others. I know for me I work better getting my stuff into clusters so it looks like I have more space. I like getting rid of stuff as well. I feel that it is a tough thing for some people as I have stated before to get rid of stuff. I enjoy dusting and I enjoy showing someone I wont just sit down and be a bum. I feel that I think that too many people take advantage of a good job and blow it by being lazy. I am someone who does the best of my ability.
Now I had mentioned before that there was a flood at my old work location. I think that they were trying to say i didn't pick it up fast enough to meet ther approval. Well the only thing loial I felt I could say to that was I wasn't trained on the tools. I had after all been trained on just tiding up. I don't see how that makes sense. I think that some people just don't want to do more than what's required of them but that is a cycle that needs to stop. I just feel some people don't listen. Maybe it's cause I'm a female, maybe it's cause I'm small. I don't know. I just want to do my best to put myself out there and show I do not do just half a job. When you put one person in charge of a big place it takes a lot of work. I have learned what it means when someone says, "Sell yourself why should I hire you?" I think they want to know if you're going to do thing with a lot of effort or hardly any at all. I want to be a hard worker to show my son what it is all about out there. It's a big world we can't run from everything we don't like. Somethings we have to stand up to.
That's about it for nw. Hadn't blogged in a while. Enjoy Peace out!!
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